pain... I am in great pain

not to get overly dramatic, but I am in great pain
just over 36 hours ago my wife and I had to put one of our dogs to sleep
well... we did not put him to sleep... we put him to death
animal's wake from sleep
my dog Roscoe never woke from this sleep

I am creating this blog as a place for me to come and unleash some of my pain
while maybe... getting a chance to relive some of the pleasure